Sudden Repulsion

This is gonna be a short one.

Don't know why but am in a foul foul mood this evening. Questions keep popping up in my head.

• What am I doing here?


• Why can't I walk away from my work, spending half my weekends on silly projects that never seem to materialise?


• When is this fucking cough and sore throat going away?


• Why are people in the trains rooted to that one single position? Will death ensue if they move their trunks just 5 cm further in?


• Why hasn't Matt called?


• Why has my nephew, who is usually such an angel, decide that he wanted to test his operatic lungs the minute he entered our house today?


• Why am I here enduring this stoopid weather when I should be in Syndey enjoying 23 deg afternoons in the park?


• Why do I have to work tomorrow?


• Why is the shopping centre so fucking crowded, and when will Singaporeans ever learn to walk in straight lines?


• Why is my work notebook so heavy?


• When will this failing body allow me to step into the gym again?


• Where is this headache coming from?


• Why does the train smell like curry?

I am so so exhausted...I just wanna leave....