MYSTERY BLOGGER IS BACK!!!!

I have been back from the land of lah for a couple of nights and mixed emotions had made me have some thoughts I would like to share and last night I was reading the previous entry and could not have described the weekend better and if there was a competition to describe it in one word "Perfect".
From 4.00am Thursday morning being welcomed by smiles and hugs to 4.30pm Sunday there was nothing but love and joy and well shopping too. Then the dreaded moment came as I walked through security and customs, I knew the time had come to say goodbye and my final moment looking through the glass, waiving, making funny gestures then smiling while deep down I felt like the titanic watching as the back pack faded away and then it was my turn to walk down to board my flight back to a place that was in darkness and lonely and I call home. For some reason it was more difficult this time and the thoughts just kept coming and I felt lost. Then one simple phone call and a few simple words took the pain away and I knew to follow the path life leads. It is really true what they say, we worry about the past, future but never now and every experience can be a positive one. This trip really was a great one in more ways than described and I know that with patience, time and keeping it simple, the moment will come when there will be no more fading back pack, tears and a great future and more adventures ahead.
So now I don't see the darkness or loneliness, I see light (much easier when you switch them on) and more "perfect" times ahead.