Soap Opera Episode 3

Why, would you suddenly wanna leave from a scene when you've come across from another part of town where you paid $6.80 in a cab for?

I dunno.

What the hell possessed me that I wanted to leave a place where all of my friends were at and were all waiting to get into, save for a girl that doesn't speak much English who wanted to go to the toilet.....

Looks like all the meditation training that I've gone through in the last 3 weeks hasn't helped much.

Why did I have to apologise to my cousin and close friend David for my actions....after all I was doing what Sharon would have done.....be herself.

I didn't want to be there.

But how on earth did I manage to get myself into that location in the first place?

Was I seduced by beauty? Or was it the fact that people stayed half an hour later for us at Velvet, so I had to return the favour?

Why am I making this outing more complicated that what it should really be?

Isn't this outing meant to be a happy gathering of friends who wanted to go out and have a good time?

What happened?

Have I drifted back to my silly old days in Sydney when I was offended by everything the group said? That I was too fat and shouldn't really be eating that Big Mac I was holding in
my hands?

So now what?

Do I call and apologise the next morning?

I meant what I said in my SMS to my cousin.

"U and David and Christian are most impt to me, fuck the rest"

I hope Letitia enjoyed herself. I did. For most of it.